Well life looks okay, not where I want to be. Or going exactly my way, but could be 100 percent different. Been driving for a few days and it went well. Things aren’t quite smooth, but we will see what happens. Anyway, life is going in the right direction for now. More later.
I worked today, that is very good, looks like work for the next few days. I was getting hungry there, so this comes right on time. Well maybe a couple days too late. But I survived. Today I drove a truck, not happy about getting back in one, and not being in the field I am studying, BUT, again I needed the money. Apparently, its like riding a bike, little rough this morning but smoothed out. The biggest problem I had was nothing to think about or distract me, so I was stuck with my own thoughts of things that had happened recently. Just sitting there, I was thinking about it, music on radio made me think about it, just seemed everything is a trigger. It was a saddish day, so work went well, while my brain did not. Anyway, hopefully things will get better.
Things are rough now, but looking up. Work will be starting soon. There is hope in my heart, whether it’s misguided or not. Time will tell whats going on with that.
Somedays, the best laid plans of mice and men often go to shit.