Brian's Weblog

Sarah, you suck.

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And yes, I do mean you.

I have came here a few times to write something, but left without writing anything. I don’t know what to say. I still think about Tigger and all the mistakes I made, and how I could have been a better father to him. I did love him, but I wasn’t perfect. I know this isn’t the way to think, but I can’t help it. I probably will always feel that way. It was a shitty night, I ran into a deer. He didn’t die, just bounced off the front of my car, only minor damage. But I guess after almost seeing another animal die got me thinking about Tigger for a couple hours last night. Anyway, don’t feel like talking anymore.

Well, things haven’t been going well with Tigger.  As I had posted before I had to have Tigger boarded due to a roommates allergies. Last Thursday, Tigger developed an abscess in his mouth causing his tongue and mouth to swell, he was unable to swallow. He was immediately moved next door from the boarding place to the Vet. They got the infection under control but not after it spread to his internal organs.  Circulatory and Kidney issues had developed.  He had stopped eating earlier this week and was losing energy day by day. Even though the medicine did work well on his mouth and was almost returned to normal, he kept going downhill. Last night he fell into a coma and breathing very shallow and also very cold.  While visiting him this morning, I instantly knew what I had to do.  He stayed asleep right up until the end. I hope he knew I was there, and didn’t go alone.   My boy is gone.  For 9 years he was with me when just about everyone else came and left. I miss him. I will post some pics of him here when I feel up to it.

Tigger Stretch – Video

Here is a small video I found on here that I uploaded a few years ago.

Well, things start to go good, then go to crap. Business was still slow but then I got a full time job. Good right? Well no, the room mate gets an infection and since he is allergic to Tigger, they make Tigger move out. So had to board him for more rent then what I actually pay here. THEN he gets an abscess in his mouth while he is being boarded. So off to the vet with him. His tongue and mouth swelled shut to where he couldn’t swallow. Good news is he is responding well to the meds but bad news is there is going to be a bill. Seems the harder I try to get ahead, the further I get behind. Oh well, enough whining for one day. And I do love my cat.

Just stopping by for a quick hello. Haven’t had any comments in a while, so stop being shy and say hi.

Guess what, things are getting better. I got a full time job. I now work for Kansas Broadband Internet as, well, the customer service department. I am the entire department. I know what you’re thinking, but its okay, I can handle it. I still work on computers on the side and seeing already the go to tech support for everyone in our office. Learning how to live on a paid every 2 weeks paycheck isn’t going well, but i am sure I will learn to budget a little better. It is nice to have a steady paycheck for the times when my phone isn’t ring for computer repairs for days. Anyway, just wanted to post a little good news, since I do have a little right now. Other than that I am still in Kansas.

P.S. Here is a link to my jobs website if anyone wants to take a look, Kansas Broadband Internet, Inc.

I just wish things would start getting better.

I know my pic gallery is broken, I need to get on that soon. I have a bunch of pics to go up.  I just need to find a gallery program I like.  Anyway, keep checking back and don’t be afraid to email me and to remind me to leave a comment or two.

Kinda sad that when I finally make it here to say something it’s usually so long there is a website update sitting here waiting for me. Anyway, I am currently building a website for a company here in Salina, well, more accurately, Bennington Kansas. Bennington is about 5 miles north of here. I installed Google Analytics on the temporary site and will transfer it to the permanent one soon. Well, as soon as I make one. You can take a peek at it at http://www.BenningtonFiberglass.com. I was going through the traffic report on the new site and here, and I noticed I was getting a visitor from Pelotas Brazil. I have no idea who lives there but happy to see someone visit. If you read this, feel free to leave a comment saying hi. I can translate (or have google translate) if writing English is difficult. Anyway, welcome and thanks for stopping by. I know I say this every time but I am going to try and post more.

I can’t believe I haven’t posted this year yet, that’s just pretty sad. I am still alive, things are okay. Still doing computer repair but things have slowed down a lot, thinking about giving up. Anyway, thank you to all that have kept checking in even though I have done a horrible job at updating. I will try and do better. Thank you to Germany, Poland, NYC and Florida for hanging in there.